Dove sono Davide?

y el dia del arrivo llega...
Tengo la mente en blanco y no puedo llegar resoluciones...
es medio frustrante el tener que vivir en un pais lleno de climas bipolares.
Estoy hablando mierda...me voy

At last...

I have abandoned blogger altogether for a more sane addiction to My Space.
The thing is that Finally, terminé mi semestre and I couldn't be happier, porque I was already exhausted mentally...
This was the semester I cracked! like whoa!... I dind't finish tests, didn't do term papers on the due date, and asked for incomplete in 2 classes (which the professors sayed no, and instead gave me some kind of opportunity)...Still, I managed to go along that, and end the semester with A in all my classes, without counting the final exams or works... I don't feel good with myself with the results...todo se lo debo a mi reputación de buen estudiante (which I have backed up all this time though)...but still, everybody can crack up every once in a while so, whatever!

I have exactly 2 weeks remaining in Puerto Rico.. Two saturdays from now, at this time, I am going to be welcomed by the Cornell University Summer Research Program comitee in Ithaca, NY. I am going to get settled in in my single dorm room, maybe get a tour, hit some mall, I dunno...
the thing is that I'm excited, but at the same time, I feel uneasy...I want to go, but not really... :(

Almost at Cornell!

...*sighs* this is not good...
en tres sábados me voy para Cornell y creo que mis sentimientos hacia ciertas personas me van a traicionar en el camino...

Moments when life is worth it:
1)Cornell University sends your flight and two month schedule for this summer.
2)That you have been such an outstanding student that you can "slack off" sometimes in the following classes: Humanities, History, Geography and sometimes Psychology; and Professors will understand that you can make it up anytime, because you're such a "Great student who contributes greatly to class"
-also such an outstanding student that The University of Marylan, The University of North Carolina at Chapel Hill, and UCLA (apart from Cornell) wanted you for their summer programs...(I wanted to go to UCLA, but they took too much time to answer me, so I accepted Cornell at the end, and just when I had just accepted they contact me to say: Congratulations... their loss anyway *scoffs*).
3)When is 1:00 a.m., and you haven't finished your psychology research proposal presentation (due this morning) and you're masturbating over and over again, even though there is pain involved...
-While watching porn...
-While wearing a crucifix that its sole purpose is to remind you to put a salsa dip in your backpack the next day...
4) When you have Mozilla Firefox and the following pages open:
-Fiordo, Wikipedia
-Noam Chomsky, Wikipedia
-Sapir-Whorf Hypothesis, Wikipedia
-World View, Wikipedia
-Psycholinguistics, Wikipedia
-Aphasia, Wikipedia
-Feral Child, Wikipedia
-Free Sex Pictures and Movies
5)When you buy a Linguistic Bibliography of Spanish in Puerto Rico for future reference for my research interests.
6)When you actually feel good about yourself...
7)When you are actually doing something to feel good about yourself...
8)When you feel good about yourself.

Annie are you ok? Are you ok, Annie?

Funny thing that when you're alone....The overthinking starts...::: sorta in a 'crescendo' way...

you get tired of... Thinking or being alone?
It's better to think that it's the thinking part, right? No? Oh well, just go along, please!

That's why I am morphing...That's why I'm not scared in embracing The Loneliness, I am just starting to enjoy it...
I can be whoever I want to be, and I am The Loneliness within...

"I am Catalina, Princess of Spain, daughter of the two greatest monarchs the world has ever known...And I will be Queen of England."