Midnight Call

So I get a call this morning at midnight:
"David!"
"Hello Erika"
"I'm 21 David"
"oh right...it's the 31'st already. Happy Birthday. Oh man, you're going to get fucked up now, aren't you?"
"H e l l y e a h !!! I'm going to a bar right now!"

:) My Cornell friends are unforgettable...and that's cool

Academia...

The first thought that comes to mind is: "Fuck...I've been reading all day." Naturally the first reaction comes after that and equally says: "Fuck, I stink." So my Mondays are hell cause I am almost twelve hours in campus, same thing on wednesdays. Thing is that Tuesdays are my days off (apart from weekends), but they don't feel like a day off. I am always reading, or doing something. Like today...
Woke up
...finish a reading on cognitive psychology...done
Update Curriculum Vitae...done
Update Statement...slash that! Couldn't do it.
Make revised draft of Abstract...done
Eat...
Read a paper on Construction of gender roles in puerto rican college students written by my mentor...done
Eat... my family does not love me and didn't prepare food.
Start reading a paper on the subject of Cognitive psychology... in progress
Blogging...currently...DONE!

And I still need to read loads more of papers done by my mentor and for anthropology!

And what's with this always writing about school things? Where did my life went? the drama? the love-life??? "Fuck...*searches for scholarly articles on love*"

...Archaeology o Arqueologia

...y aprendí a poner acentos en mi iMac. Y Dios vio que todo estaba bien. De este modo se completó el cuarto día.
Génesis 1,12-13

...again?

I have been stood up for the second day in a row...
for the first minute I was mad...now I'm just a crazy mess!

I'm a Emo-Blogger!

Persephone [chagueo mode] says: (10:17:02 PM)
David

Persephone [chagueo mode] says: (10:17:06 PM)
que es para ti el amor?

Persephone [chagueo mode] says: (10:17:40 PM)
estoy haciendo una encuesta

Persephone [chagueo mode] says: (10:17:43 PM)
ya shinji contesto

Dave Khan says: (10:18:07 PM)
el amor es UNA FIEBRE ERRATICA!!!!

Persephone [chagueo mode] says: (10:18:19 PM)
LOL

Dave Khan says: (10:19:05 PM)
El amor...

Persephone [chagueo mode] says: (10:19:10 PM)
shinji dijoLuis D...estoy tan aburrido q no puedo ni dormir says:
una decision , un compromiso

Persephone [chagueo mode] says: (10:19:15 PM)
eso me gusto

Dave Khan says: (10:20:22 PM)
un estado en el cual alguien evoca una memoria que a su vez trae un sentimiento de placer con una excitacion fisiologica euforica

Persephone [chagueo mode] says: (10:20:37 PM)
jajajaja

Persephone [chagueo mode] says: (10:21:27 PM)
y que queda despues de todo eso

Dave Khan says: (10:22:06 PM)
un sentido de vacio que se llena al tratar de autoflagelarse cuando se recuerda a la persona que lleno ese vacio

Persephone [chagueo mode] says: (10:22:40 PM)
o sea que el amor para ti es lo que me acabas de decir

Dave Khan says: (10:23:05 PM)
tengo otra idea

Dave Khan says: (10:23:38 PM)
el amor es dolor y punto
Persephone [chagueo mode] says: (10:24:31 PM)
lo de arriba me parecia mas certero

Persephone [chagueo mode] says: (10:24:36 PM)
por que dolor?

Persephone [chagueo mode] says: (10:24:54 PM)
pensaba que lo veias como un reflejo entre el cuerpo y las emociones

Dave Khan says: (10:25:19 PM)
ay que lindo suena eso

Dave Khan says: (10:25:32 PM)
porque al fin y al cabo todo se acaba

Persephone [chagueo mode] says: (10:25:40 PM)
si

Dave Khan says: (10:25:46 PM)
y cuando se acaba algo, duele por el vacio que deja

Dave Khan says: (10:25:56 PM)
no se define por lo que deja al final

Dave Khan says: (10:26:07 PM)
pero ciertamente afecta grandemente

Persephone [chagueo mode] says: (10:26:20 PM)
ok

Dave Khan says: (10:26:23 PM)
todas tus memorias

Persephone [chagueo mode] says: (10:26:42 PM)
pero entonces no es solamente dolor

Dave Khan says: (10:26:49 PM)
la gente se va, se aleja y se muere

Persephone [chagueo mode] says: (10:26:53 PM)
claro

Persephone [chagueo mode] says: (10:26:57 PM)
todo el tiempo

Dave Khan says: (10:27:04 PM)
no es solamente dolor, pero yo lo veo como dolor

Persephone [chagueo mode] says: (10:27:35 PM)
pero si fuera asi todo seria dolor

Persephone [chagueo mode] says: (10:27:48 PM)
de hecho desde que me levanto hasta que me acuesto

Persephone [chagueo mode] says: (10:27:50 PM)
algo me duele

Persephone [chagueo mode] says: (10:27:59 PM)
desde la cabeza hasta mas adentro

Persephone [chagueo mode] says: (10:28:02 PM)
quizas el corazon

Dave Khan says: (10:28:04 PM)
porque amas



Que mal...

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Ok...so I have an account on a website where I download albums that I can't find anywhere (or are too expensive elsewhere like the Solaris Soundtrack) and they sent me a message today saying: Your music wish is fulfilled! Please check-out your wish list weeeeeeee!!!!!!

The site is ridiculously cheap too!

The Geography of Thought...

So Grey's Anatomy has me hooked and my iMac is possessing my existence...I officially have no life!

I got the weirdest feeling today in which I wanted to get married...
no more to say...Enough for one day!

Mi Mac

Last Sunday of a series of events which I would like to call summer...
I have this nasty tendency of recollecting everything I did, for future reference (as if I where that famous...), but still, the very idea of putting these ideas here is a vague idea of just that: having delusions of grandeur in a way in which I can say: "Well, I don't think of myself as that important, I just write these things here to let them all out, and if someone reads them that's cool...if not, that's cool too cause I'm not doing it for anyone, but for me."
But if it is for my own pleasure. then it's for my pleasure of publishing things and leave them in ambiguity so that others may or may not stumble into them...pretty weird if u ask me, but who is asking me anyway...

Back into the summer thing, it was full, weird, life changing and definitively the summer I will remember as my 22 summer, which ironically I didn't spend in my home...

Back into my life now!

Because I could not stop for death...

Cornell kindly stopped for me...

estoy terminando mi trabajo de verano... *sighs* quiero terminar ya de escribir!

:(

I finished my poster for my presentation this weekend, and I wanted to keep on writing my paper, but my computer could not take it anymore...And decided to die...

We have not declared it clinically dead yet, because it's still trying to boot up, but it just won't...The compaq logo is just not appearing! So while it is still breathing (powering up) it's brain dead!...

Farewell my thee laptop, those were some good times you brought me!
...
...
the plug has been pulled...Sadly!
Service will be held at 4133 Balch Hall, Cornell University at 7:00 p.m. when the body will become exposed for reverence, for about a week!
Another memorial service will be held, next Thursday in Guaynabo, Puerto Rico, where close friends and family can bid their last goodbyes, before it will be in it's resting place.
As the laptop would've wanted to it will be buried on it's homeland of Puerto Rico...Even though Mr. Laptop didn't speak well Spanish, he used to enjoy some native music like bomba, reguetton and some occasional local pop; naturally music formerly played by our recent decesaed will be played at it's services.
Thank you all, The family would like some closure now...Even though we might not be able to be in the best of moods, condolences will be welcomed. Thanks for your understanding and may our lord savior Jesus-Christ guide my beloved laptop to eternal bliss!

...Bad day...
when I get in a bad/sad mood...the worst comes out of me...

Niagara Falls was fun, not only the falls itself, but the whole trip....

So I need to post this thing here just in case...

Ok...this is it!
I have only three more weeks here (exactly 20 days) but only 12 days to complete all the shit I have to do here... two weeks to wrap up the research, to start analysis, to write a paper and give two presentations (one of which is in a symposium in Chantilly,Virginia)... two weeks!
so I'll be pretty busy doing my work and blah blah blah...thing is, I'm going to disconnect myself for a while. To all of those that I didn't talk too much in the summer and to all of those who I still keep in contact take this as you want. I won't make calls, but I'll receive them if you want to compromise...
Thanks and I hope to see y'all when I get back!
I'm going to read...
~Spanish Version~
Voy a estar ocupado, necesito escribir un trabajo de mi investigación 'de verano y no voy a estar disponible. Si me llamas bienvenido seas, si no te llamo, es que estoy mega ocupado... espero ver a mucha gente pronto!

...
Still can't sleep!!!

no more Venti White Chocolate Mocha with almond syrup for me at 9 p.m.
...
...
...
still, it has helped me a lot by making me concentrate on my work!

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I have so much work to do, and so little time to do it... :(
I feel in despair *sighs*
I need to finish my research for the summer...
next summer, I'm going to UCLA!

I have so much work to do, and so little time to do it... :(
I feel in despair *sighs*
I need to finish my research for the summer...
next summer, I'm going to UCLA!

This operation has been abandoned once again...

El suplicio estacional no es ya un suplicio, si no una bendición del diablo. Si es así, que me lleve a el calor entre sus piernas y libere mi encarnación de tal posesión, pues si sucediera una vez más, juro ante Cristo Nuestro Señor que me encargaría de volar por siete segundos antes de llegar al fondo (que no es más que el techo o el principio) de una dulce tentación.
Tu madre es la única que me puede ayudar. Dándome su ternura pasional, se entrega ante mí y se devela multidimensionalmente satisfaciendo todo sentido erógeno demandante. Y el olor me intoxica...agrio sabor asfixiante; éxtasis. Apreciar la conciencia luego de cuarenta y dos pronunciados en un millón de años y...¿Siente?

El nuevo, el cambio, el hijo y el espiritu santo....Glorificado sea el penetrante pensamiento del padre que no cabe en el hijo. Te aseguro que los sucesos se desenvolverían de otra manera si hubiera sabido como salvar una vida. Y es la vida del que se va volando, con sus nuevas extremidades incubadas por un relativo largo periodo de la redundancia. ¿Dónde fué que todo...? El descanso con Penelope me llevó a desear un beso ficticio, pero el sueño se acabó y no podría estar más feliz.
La ignorancia está en el umbral tomando té con las expectativas. Pero mis dos amigos me abrazaron hoy...tanto Cristo como el diablo, me aman y están conmigo.

Nueva adicción: Jugar Risk II en computadora!