Thursday, December 25, 2008

Exciting news from the island

Good days
Happy days
Drama...ugh! But still...
Friends
Alcohol
Good times
Trips...
Overall everything is awesome...

Thursday, December 18, 2008

Layover

I am in St. Thomas...layover...still on the plane, cause they won't
let us get down...I saw someone with a Dean Koontz book... Barfed a
little in my mouth.

Thursday, December 11, 2008

random

I was trying to get to my blog and this is what came up

here

anyway...I'm loving Junior Senior :) Brings me happiness...

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

I woke up today...

To the feeling of a tender hand on my face...
The embrace...
The kisses on the forehead...
The tenderness of it all is enough to melt my cold heart over and over
again...

Tuesday, December 09, 2008

creeped up on me...

Well, these are my songs at the moment...

Kiss Kiss Kiss by Yoko Ono (Remixed with Peaches)

The End by De/Vision (which has some really uplifting lyrics like...)
  • I'm unimpressed
    By everything you do
    You make me sick
    I never wanna be like you
    Your hollow words
    Opinions all cut-and-dried
    I know it hurts
    But sometimes reality bites

    You are the end
    You are the end
    I'm the beginning


and Electropop by Jupiter Rising

I wake up everyday

Not thinking twice about what I just did...
Is this my home? Is this real? Is he really the end?

Monday, December 08, 2008

it's great

I sleep
I hug
I sing
I dance
I drink
I watch
I touch...(in very subtle way)
I smile
I enjoy every minute
I work
I get cold
I talk
I eat
I lie there...

and now I reflect

Friday, December 05, 2008

i'm just a pawn

The universe is playing with my well being...

I'm listening to Pandora and this song comes up, but since I am working I am not fully listening to what it is saying. Most of the time when I'm listening to Pandora I bookmark the songs that come up and rate them and what not... again, I'm working so I'm not doing this as much as I want to cause I'm supposed to be doing something else...

Then this song comes up, and I liked it (a lot), so I decided to interrupt my work for a minute (little did I know) and bookmark the song, only to find out that the song is called: Your Ex-lover is dead

some of the lyrics...
"God that was strange to see you again
Introduced by a friend of a friend
Smiled and said 'yes I think we've met before'
In that instant it started to pour,
Captured a taxi despite all the rain
We drove in silence across Pont Champlain
And all of the time you thought I was sad
I was trying to remember your name...

....

There's one thing I want to say, so I'll be brave
You were what I wanted
I gave what I gave
I'm not sorry I met you
I'm not sorry it's over
I'm not sorry there's nothing to save

I'm not sorry there's nothing to save..."


and there you have it...
I think the universe is trying to make me feel better by echoing what I feel...and it's working.

Wednesday, December 03, 2008

How can I...

Separate myself from this cyber extension???
It seems like I'm so attached to this shit...
almost sickening!

Dream about me...

The knight wanted to rape the maiden, or something like that. Me and another noble tried to dissuade him by stating that it was almost nightfall and that they were near the green crystal. When that didn’t convince him much, I grabbed the crystal by it’s long chain and started hurling it like a pendulum from side to side towards him. The girl screamed and left the scene while the perpetrator got scared and transfixed at the crystal, which he also fled. But it was too late, the guardian of the crystal came out of her room and admonished him for such behavior and he ran away. I put the crystal back where it was, and went to the next room as the meeting was going to start. The door closed. I waited in the other room, everyone dressed in their best clothes. And inside the room came in Queen Elizabeth and sat next to me, I was her ‘Robin’, although she was the only one sitting and I had a nice big dress too (no boobs though). While some other noble was talking purposefully in what could be the said the purpose of the meeting, the queen whispered to me. “Shall we punish him?” To which I replied, “Of Course, my queen”. It was decided that he should be deprived of many privileges, after the meeting was over.
And then we took pictures. The cast of Twilight took the stage, and Bella whispered in my ear, her true feelings and wishes...”Not in this theater, not next year”...

It all was in the Parisian/Cape Townian nightscape....

edit: I wrote this morning, so...I'm not going back to correct the grammar and syntactic mistakes. Do what you want with it.

Tuesday, December 02, 2008

Careful my young padawan...

Careful my young padawan...
Careful must I be
Critizing my anthropology fathers
Is going to get my head chopped off!

Crazy...

I realized today that if someone were to make a film about me, it will
be really easy for that person to capture me as a really crazy/
eccentric person. I mean, my behavior is just plain irrational
sometimes...